Friday, December 18, 2009
I dont understand dad.
before exams, he sometimes says this, "do your best aja lah, jgn terlalu terbebani"
but when I got a bad mark, he got angry and say, "why didnt you study harder?!"
this last happened at my math final exam.
remember what I said?
I studied for 8,5 fucking hours.
that 8,5 hours was me putting a serious mode.
the grand total of me studying that math?
13 hours.
the 4,5 hours, I was waiting for my friends to help me with the equations.
I finished at 1 AM.
he told me to do my best, I did my best.
I got the remedial, and he got angry.
It's like he doesnt appreciate me at all.
tomorrow I have this try out for physics.
Everybody I know, including the clever ones, from IA6-IA9 DO NOT study for this test.
they'll just guess.
I actually did some reading.
But my preparation for this was only 3 days.
This is HOLIDAY, for God's sake!
I dont want to study, but I did.
Eventhough I cant memorize some equations.
And he got angry bcs I watched Avatar today, which btw is an awesome movie. :P
What? He thought that everybody else was studying?
NO.
Everybody else is already at Sgp, Jkt, Thailand, and their hometowns and SKIPPING this effing try out!!!!!
Gosh, I'm depressed.
before exams, he sometimes says this, "do your best aja lah, jgn terlalu terbebani"
but when I got a bad mark, he got angry and say, "why didnt you study harder?!"
this last happened at my math final exam.
remember what I said?
I studied for 8,5 fucking hours.
that 8,5 hours was me putting a serious mode.
the grand total of me studying that math?
13 hours.
the 4,5 hours, I was waiting for my friends to help me with the equations.
I finished at 1 AM.
he told me to do my best, I did my best.
I got the remedial, and he got angry.
It's like he doesnt appreciate me at all.
tomorrow I have this try out for physics.
Everybody I know, including the clever ones, from IA6-IA9 DO NOT study for this test.
they'll just guess.
I actually did some reading.
But my preparation for this was only 3 days.
This is HOLIDAY, for God's sake!
I dont want to study, but I did.
Eventhough I cant memorize some equations.
And he got angry bcs I watched Avatar today, which btw is an awesome movie. :P
What? He thought that everybody else was studying?
NO.
Everybody else is already at Sgp, Jkt, Thailand, and their hometowns and SKIPPING this effing try out!!!!!
Gosh, I'm depressed.
what we could have been, 9:20 PM.
